Hunger

Right now i am craving breakfast... i've been up since 4:30 and my dinner last night wasn't that big... It's weird, i don't eat a lot and try to avoid sugar as much as i can.... That means that most people like arthur and levin and finn think i'm on a diet; which i kind of am.

Last thursday joseph and kiran randomely asked me what my favourite gum was. I think they did it to get me to like arthur, because after school he asked me if i was going to art weeks (why would he want to know).

When i arrived at art weeks he grinned like a headless chicken at me and immediatley started talking to me. For the entire two hours of arts evening he hung around me and at the end he gave me and entire packet of gum...

Random right????

Constantness

In my school things happen again and again. People get together and break up claiming they absolutely hate each other; two days later they're back together again. That happen constantly from year four all the way to year six with my friends kailey and arthur.

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Another thing that happens all the time is Miss Cowan cries at lunch time and then spends the rest of the week off. At the moment she is on a mystery six week leave. No one knows where she's gone or why she's off (except the teachers). My friend lillian thinks Mr Jones (our local bob the builder) proposed to her and she was so shocked she cried her little head out. My other friend theo thinks she is a depressed lunatic and tried to commit suicide, then got sent to a mental hospital. I think she is a drug addict and has been sent to rehab (much more sensible isn't it).

the emptiness

today i disscovered i have a completley empty space in my head. that is where my brain should be. people at school have always said i was a bit airheaded. chatty and chavvy too. never really understood why. i know now...


the emptiness doesnt bother me as much as the fact that i'll be back at school on tuesday does. cant wait to see my friends but i wonder if arthur will still be going on about how ungrateful i am. why did he give me gum in the first place??? kiran and joseph came up to at break time and asked me a load of questions like 'whats your favourite gum'. guess they told him to buy it for me. just so you know, they're trying to get me and arthur togethe again. not going to happen no matter how much gum he gives me, we're just friends. i do like him though, maybe we could get back together. dunno, think about later

elli xxx